10:25
It’s 10:25pm, and I’m sitting here on the couch.. Twins sleeping, husband made me some hot green tea, and I’m thinking about my pregnancy..
Yup, here we go.. 21 wks along .. This time I have one baby growing… Little Grayson Matthew. I love Him already! But, along with this precious time in trying to embrace being pregnant, I feel like I am huge… I thought this time around, with only having one baby in there, I would be smaller.. And I am sure I am, but I still feel like I just get larger than other mommas and, well I wish I would be a bit smaller. None-the-less, I am really trying to embrace this belly that keeps on growing. I need to take a picture.. I have been lacking in that area too… Keeping track would be a good idea!
So along these same lines, I am thinking about once I deliver this precious little guy, how am I going to adjust to having twin toddlers and a newborn.. In my world, that seems a little overwhelming, but I sure am thankful I have my Jesus who loves me, promises to be near and help me, gives me wisdom and He only gives me what I can handle.. So I will trust in that truth. I will trust that I will be able to adjust quickly when the time comes…
Well, that may not be very interesting.. But it was nice sharing my thoughts..
Happy Friday night!